28 May 2006
nobody likes
nobody likes hospitals.
but they go.
my grandfather's there right now. lung cancer, liver cancer, heart attack. not going well for him. it's been a tough year. and tonight all the fam's going to be there. because they're going to quit with the medication and let him go.
he was always a presence in my life. a tough old bastard, and the other mechanical engineer in the family (my sister and i used to play with his PE stamp, to make awards for each other). but we weren't exactly close.. see the 'tough old bastard' part.
what i'm afraid of tonight, is watching my mom and her sisters lose their father. also not fun will be the grandmother losing her husband thing. yow.
but they go.
my grandfather's there right now. lung cancer, liver cancer, heart attack. not going well for him. it's been a tough year. and tonight all the fam's going to be there. because they're going to quit with the medication and let him go.
he was always a presence in my life. a tough old bastard, and the other mechanical engineer in the family (my sister and i used to play with his PE stamp, to make awards for each other). but we weren't exactly close.. see the 'tough old bastard' part.
what i'm afraid of tonight, is watching my mom and her sisters lose their father. also not fun will be the grandmother losing her husband thing. yow.
